kao / die

written by... Sangha Myers

[my Dir en grey fanfiction archive]

~ABOUT~
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This journal is PUBLIC! It's a writing-account for the purpose of publishing fanfiction only. None of what is written is true. Everything is fictive. I don't own any of the mentioned characters but my OCs and I don't get any money for this. It is for the sake of my dear reader's pleasure!

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FANFIC ARCHIVE )

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Loathes: Anything yaoi other than Kaoru & Die, except it's Kaoru loving himself or the most unusual guys ever. No yaoi threesomes; no sharing Die with anybody else. Shaving sucks as well.
Loves: Het/straight stuff, too. Pulling on hair. Kaoru with Die being HIS and his only. Bondage. Fluff. Anything disturbing. :D
Wishlist: Tatsurô x Kaoru, Die x Kisaki, Kaoru x Brian Molko!

DiexKaoru: Halloween
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[info]sangha_ff
Title: Halloween
Chapter: One shot.
Words: 5.117
Rating: NC-17
Genre: bandfic, romance, lemon
Summary: Kaoru loathes Halloween. Because without Die, everything sucks. Especially Halloween.
Comments: Must be the shortest summary I've ever given and I can't come up with a better title either, but read and you'll see why. I gotta warn you though. This is just weird. And kinky.^^ It was very easy to write like that and I was awesomely fast but damn, I’ve enjoyed it to no end! *snickers* I’ve tried to include the poem but it doesn’t revolve around it. And now, I should just shut up. Enjoy!
Warning: explicit adult content, masturbation... blah... you get me. XD

Written for the erotica Halloween themed week of the official Oktoberfest at [info]diexkaorulove. The archive is here.

And also written for [info]miyau_chan, ♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY, and thanks for putting up with me! You know I love you! 8D

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Halloween )

KaoruxDie: In Too Deep
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Title: In Too Deep
Chapter: One shot.
Words: 8.412
Rating: PG
Genre: bandfic, drama, romance
Summary: At the end of the overseas tour Kaoru’s fucked up big deal, and now Die brings him back home while both of them have their fair share of secrets needing to be told.
Comments: So I’ve tried to write something happy and funny, but failed. And the only other idea I had in mind had nothing to do with either tour or travel. But then, a thought crossed my mind, one that seemed so unlikely to make believable that I liked it even more. It perfectly fit into the whole vision and I hope you like the outcome of my hard brainstorming while I was actually on vacation. Peace out to Enrique singing while I wrote! ^^
Written for the tour/travel themed week of the official Oktoberfest at [info]diexkaorulove. The archive is here.

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DiexKaoru: A Matter of Awareness
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Title: A Matter of Awareness
Chapter: One shot.
Words: 5.128
Rating: NC-17
Genre: bandfic, lemon
Summary: A simple change in Kaoru's usual attire robs Die off concentration although he tries hard to resist the temptation, seeing that Kaoru for one is oblivious on top of that. Or maybe things aren't as they seem and the problem can be solved much easier...?
Comments: Want a confession? I wanted to write this in July already. Maybe that was why I got so stuck with it. I don't think it's really well written, or then I'm just not used to basic smut anymore, a PWP for that matter. However, I at least like the beginning and the ending. Besides that, Kaoru and Die fuck. What more could one need to be happy? Seriously, I still hope you can enjoy it. I wanna decidate it to [info]cadkitten seeing that she's the master of porn and I wish her a happy belated birthday! :D Otherwise, hello erotic week! *hugs it* I only have tomorrow left for reading and posting, then I'm off for a week. I expect nonstop porn when I'm back! :P
Written for the erotica themed week of the official Oktoberfest at [info]diexkaorulove. The archive is here.

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KaoruxDie: Dance Away - Part III
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Title: Dance Away
Part: the very short final part
Words: 13.383 in total
Rating: R
Genre: AU, drama, romance, lime
Summary: On parental duty Kaoru meets the teacher of his son and finds himself faced with the same man who has once taught him too. Not in math; not quite in music; but simply how to dance.
Comments: Thanks for all your lovely comments. ♥ That's all I have to say. :)
Written for the AU themed week of the official Oktoberfest at [info]diexkaorulove. The archive is here.

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KaoruxDie: Dance Away - Part II
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Title: Dance Away
Part: II out of III
Words: 13.383 in total
Rating: R
Genre: AU, drama, romance, lime
Summary: On parental duty Kaoru meets the teacher of his son and finds himself faced with the same man who has once taught him too. Not in math; not quite in music; but simply how to dance.
Comments: I honestly didn't expect you liking this but I'm very happy you do. So here's the next part. The final part will be really short.
Written for the AU themed week of the official Oktoberfest at [info]diexkaorulove. The archive is here.

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KaoruxDie: Dance Away - Part I
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Title: Dance Away
Chapter: One shot but split into three parts because it's too long for one entry.
Words: 13.383 in total
Rating: R
Genre: AU, drama, romance, lime
Summary: On parental duty Kaoru meets the teacher of his son and finds himself faced with the same man who has once taught him too. Not in math; not quite in music; but simply how to dance.
Comments: Really, AU isn't one of the easy tasks for me, so even though I had quite some ideas (which all sucked very much!), credit goes to [info]miyau_chan for the idea of combining two of my plots. I wrote though! ;) Now that I've read it again, I like it and still, it feels like something that's been there before. Which makes me not too euphoric about it. I hope you like it though! Written basically to this one song! (Maybe I've caught the mood of it. XD)
Written for the AU themed week of the official Oktoberfest at [info]diexkaorulove. The archive is here.

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DiexKaoru: Freak
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Title: Freak
Rating: R
Genre: bandfic, romance, drabble sort of thing
Summary: Which sounds like one of my rant blogs are actually Kyo's thoughts on some matters concerning the health of his band mate.
Comments: This morning I was so incredibly tired that I reflected my own misery on Kaoru. This is the alternate ending for "That Bastard."

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Freak )

DiexKaoru: That Bastard.
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Title: That Bastard.
Rating: R
Genre: bandfic, romance, drabble sort of thing
Summary: Which sounds like one of my rant blogs are actually Kyo's thoughts on some matters concerning the health of his band mate.
Comments: This morning I was so incredibly tired that I reflected my own misery on Kaoru. It's not much and I do have an alternate ending too. Tell me if you'd like to know. Otherwise, enjoy!

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That Bastard. )

KaoruxDie: In His Eyes - Chapter 15
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Title: In His Eyes
Chapter: 15/?
Rating: R
Genre: bandfic, drama, romance
Summary: How little do you know a person when you only see the assumedly obvious? Kaoru had seen Die as a spineless guy, but he truly finds out only when he doesn’t see him at all. This is reflecting on the past, coping with the present and a chance in the future.
Comments: Hey you! I'm already back. 8D First of all I wanna thank everyone of you who commented on my last chapter, especially because I couldn't make it to reply to all of you. Will do that still but I seriously lack time these days. During the next weeks I'll be pretty much occupied with the Die/Kaoru Oktoberfest and this is because I just love this pairing to no end (in case you haven't noticed before). Anyway, maybe you'd like to check it out? And I hope you'll keep on sticking to this fic, no matter how long I take due to other things in between. Thank you so much!
Huge thank you as ever to [info]mog_fuyu for beta and advice.
Previous chapters: Prologue / Chapter One / Chapter Two / Chapter Three / Chapter Four / Chapter Five / Chapter Six / Chapter Seven / Chapter Eight / Chapter Nine / Chapter Ten / Chapter Eleven / Chapter Twelve / Chapter Thirteen / Chapter Fourteen

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Days Before You Came )