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~ABOUT~
This journal is PUBLIC! It's a writing-account for the purpose of publishing fanfiction only. None of what is written is true. Everything is fictive. I don't own any of the mentioned characters but my OCs and I don't get any money for this. It is for the sake of my dear reader's pleasure!

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10 Songs Meme
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: PG
Pairing: Kaoru x Die
Genre: bandfic, drama, romance, humor, anything
Length: 10/10 -> READ
Summary: 10 drabbles aka mini songfics
Status: Finished.

A Hairy Lesson
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Die x Kaoru
Genre: bandfic, romance, porn
Length: 1/1 -> READ
Summary: Die has a certain way of explaining what he loves about Kaoru.
Status: Finished.

A Matter of Awareness
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Die x Kaoru
Genre: bandfic, lemon
Length: 1/1 -> READ
Summary: A simple change in Kaoru's usual attire robs Die off concentration although he tries hard to resist the temptation, seeing that Kaoru for one is oblivious on top of that. Or maybe things aren't as they seem and the problem can be solved much easier...? Written for the erotica themed week of the official Oktoberfest at diexkaorulove.
Status: Finished.

A Secret's Goodbye
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Die x Kaoru
Genre: Bandfic
Length: 1/1 -> READ
Summary: During the Family Values Tour 2006 Kaoru gets more and more pissed as much as worried about Die, who had seemed to develop into everbody's darling. Much to Kaoru's disapproval who wants Die for himself... not just as a friend.
Status: Finished.

All Because of You
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Kaoru x Die
Genre: Bandfic
Length: 1/1 -> READ
Summary: Fair to Midland's bassist experiences his best buddy at a live show of some other sort. Which is breaking his heart.
Status: Finished.

Between Heaven and Earth
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: R overall but one chapter
Pairing: Kaoru x Die
Genre: AU, humor, romance
Length: 11/11 -> one / two / three / four / five / six / seven / eight / nine / ten / eleven
Summary: Die's an angel, punished to go back to Earth and live as a human. Kaoruis a lawyer, uptight and careless, who does quite anything for moneyand success. An accident makes them both meet and Die will have to workfor Kaoru.
Status: Finished.
Buy the book.

Blind
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: R
Pairing: Kaoru x Die / Die x Kaoru; [sidepairings: Die x Brian; Kaoru x Toshiya]
Genre: Bandfic, cross-over
Length: 3 / ? - > one / two / three
Summary: Touring in Europe Die suddenly disappeares for one whole night through but Kaoru has a good guess where he had been gone. But the worst part only begin when he finds out that he's right.
Status: Incomplete.

Bubbles
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: R
Pairing: Kaoru x Die / Die x Kaoru
Genre: Bandfic, parody, humor
Length: 6 / ? - > one / two / three / four / five / six
Summary: Just a collections of very short fanfics. Happening between Die and Kaoru concerning bubbles and trying to make them in a tad bit different way.
Status: Incomplete?

Changes
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Kaoru x Die
Genre: Bandfic, drama
Length: 2 / 2 - > one / two
Summary: They had come onto each other. They had gotten used to it. But what if feelings cross their path one of them wants to admit?
Status: Finished.

Dance Away
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: R
Pairing: Kaoru x Die
Genre: AU, drama, romance, lime
Length: 3 / 3 - > one / two / three
Summary: On parental duty Kaoru meets the teacher of his son and finds himself faced with the same man who has once taught him too. Not in math; not quite in music; but simply how to dance. Written for the AU themed week of the official Oktoberfest at diexkaorulove.
Status: Finished.

Das Leben in der Anderen
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: PG13 - NC-17
Pairing: Die x Kaoru, Kaoru x Die
Genre: Bandfic, Humor, Romanze, Parodie
Length: 15 / 15 - > eins / zwei / drei / vier / fünf / sechs / sieben / acht / neun / zehn / elf / zwölf / dreizehn / vierzehn / fünfzehn
Summary: [GERMAN] Die ist ein Aufreißer, ein weiberverschlingender, notgeiler Bock. Doch eines wunderschönen Morgens wacht er auf und nichts ist, wie es einmal war. Zumindest nicht an ihm. Kann Kaoru helfen? Denn DAS glaubt Die doch keine Sau!
Status: Beendet.
Als Buch kaufen.

Die Leiden des jungen Leader-sama
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Die x Kaoru
Genre: Bandfic, Humor, Romanze
Length: 11 / 11 - > eins / zwei / drei / vier / fünf / sechs / sieben / acht / neun / zehn / elf
Summary: [GERMAN] Kaoru erzählt eine Geschichte. Kaoru dreht frei. Kaoru braucht Zuwendung. Kaoru ist der Dreh und Angelpunkt dieser Welt. ...doch Kaoru braucht Hilfe. Wird Kaoru sein wahres Ich erkennen?
Status: Beendet.
Als Buch kaufen.

Die unerträgliche Leichtigkeit des Dies
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Die x Kaoru
Genre: Bandfic, Humor, Romanze
Length: 12 / 12 - > eins / zwei / drei / vier / fünf / sechs / sieben / acht / neun / zehn-01 / zehn-02 / elf / zwölf-01 / zwölf-02
Summary: [GERMAN] Die hat nur ein Ziel im Leben und um das zu erreichen muss er schwereGeschütze auffahren. Doch alles in allem macht er es sich doch manchmalzu einfach und bringt den armen Kaoru noch zur Verzweiflung.
Status: Beendet.
Als Buch kaufen.

Disarray
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: R
Pairing: Die x Kaoru, somewhat Kaoru x Toshiya
Genre: bandfic, drama
Length: 1 / 3 - > Die / Kaoru / Toshiya
Summary: Their meetings were a secret and it was never meant to be found out like this.
Status: Finished.

Halloween
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Die x Kaoru
Genre: bandfic, one-shot, lemon
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: Kaoru loathes Halloween. Because without Die, everything sucks. Especially Halloween. Written for the Halloween themed week of the official Oktoberfest at diexkaorulove.
Status: Finished.

If It Helps Them...
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Kaoru x Die
Genre: bandfic, one-shot, lemon
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: Kaoru and Die have their own way settling disputes; but suddenly they find another.
Status: Finished.

In His Eyes
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: PG/R
Pairing: Kaoru x Die
Genre: bandfic, drama, romance
Length: 15 / 20 -> prologue / one / two / three / four / five / six / seven / eight / nine / ten / eleven / twelve / thirteen / fourteen / fifteen / sixteen / seventeen / eighteen / nineteen / twenty
Summary: How little do you know a person when you only see the assumedly obvious? Kaoru had always seen Die as a spineless guy, but he truly finds out only when he doesn't see him at all. This is reflecting on the past, coping with the present and a chance in the future.
Status: In Progress.
Buy the book.

In Too Deep
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: PG/R
Pairing: Kaoru x Die
Genre: bandfic, drama, romance
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: At the end of the overseas tour Kaoru’s fucked up big deal, and now Die brings him back home while both of them have their fair share of secrets needing to be told. Written for the tour/travel themed week of the official Oktoberfest at diexkaorulove.
Status: Finished.

Medical Office Niikura & Terachi
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: PG13
Pairing: Kaoru x Toshiya / Shinya x Die
Genre: AU, humor, senseless crap XD
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: Kaoru and Shinya are doctors. Die is a medical assistant and Toshiya is a nurse. Kyo is a desease. Questions?
Status: Incomplete?

Merry X-Mess
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: PG13
Pairing: Die x Kaoru
Genre: bandfic, romance, humor
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: Kaoru wonders why Die doesn't participate in their annual Christmas drinking bout and once he asks, he's enlightened about the happening at former Christmas parties. Not that Kaoru wouldn't know anyway... Written for the official Die/Kaoru Advent Calendar 2009 at diexkaorulove.
Status: Finished.

Nine Sixteen
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: PG13
Pairing: Kaoru x Die / Toshiya x Die
Genre: bandfic, drama
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: "Can you imagine it takes exactly twenty-four hours for me to decide what I want?" - written for the Visual Prompt Fanfic Challenge @ diru_nandemo
Status: Finished.

Not Quite An Ordinary Date
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: PG13
Pairing: Kaoru x Die
Genre: bandfic, humor, one-shot
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: Die seems to complain non-stop about being imprisoned in a bus. But Kaoru can't help it, can he?
Status: Finished.

Of Noodle-Slurping Insomniacs
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: PG-13
Pairing Die x Kaoru
Genre: bandfic, humor, romance
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: Kaoru wonders about Die's bad dreams and a tiny attempt in soothing him turns out far better than he expects.
Status: Finished.

Ohne Dich
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: PG
Pairing: Die & Kaoru
Genre: Bandfic, Romanze, Shounen Ai
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: [GERMAN] Ohne dich ist alles doof. Geschrieben für die Songfic Challenge 2008 im Die & Kaoru Zirkel auf Animexx.
Status: Beendet.

Once Upon a Dark Night
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > R
Pairing: Kaoru x Die
Genre: Bandfic, humor, one-shot
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: Being on tour is way way harder than one think, especially when you can't get close to your lover to have hot, steamy sex. But sometimes a man just has to do what man must do.
Status: Finished.

One Warm Kaoru
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Kaoru x Die
Genre: bandfic, romance, humor, ficlet
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: Kaoru is freezing and wants to be warm, and there's a warm Die in the bed next to him. Written for the official Die/Kaoru Advent Calendar 2009 at diexkaorulove.
Status: Finished.

Phoenix
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > NC-17
Pairing: Kaoru x Die
Genre: Bandfic, one-shot, lemon
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: Die hadn't even expected to meet Kaoru that night. It wasn't common to hang out with each other outside of the band; anything but. But when they met by chance that night, everything turned out even more uncommon...
Status: Finished.

Rainy Day Man
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > PG13
Pairing: Kaoru x Die
Genre: Bandfic somehow, one-shot, romance, songfic
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: Die's a teenager who's forced to go away for the summer holidays. He meets Kaoru there and learns something about life.
Status: Finished.

Scenes of a Marriage - Without yours I cannot am (Szenen einer Ehe - Ohne du kann ich nicht bin)
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: PG / R
Pairing: Kaoru x Die
Genre: Bandfic, parody, humor, romance
Length: 2 / ? - > eins / one / zwei / two
Summary: Scenes randomly taken from out of the life of the dream-team, Die & Kaoru, who would've been married if only they wanted could.
Status: In Progress.

Secure Shadows
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > NC-17
Pairing: Kaoru x Die
Genre: Bandfic, one-shot, lemon
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: The hotel Dir en grey is staying in suffers a total power black-out. So what else to do than to drink senselessly? But what to do once the drinks are gone...?
Status: Finished.

Sieben Jahre
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > R
Pairing: Kaoru x Die / Die x Kaoru
Genre: Bandfic, One-shot, Drama
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: [GERMAN] Sieben Jahre – sieben Nächte. Sieben kurze Nächte am Meer von insgesamt 2556 Nächten innerhalb all dieser Jahre haben Die und Kaoru miteinanderverbracht. Und jede Nacht war einzigartig. Jede Nacht war anders. Jede Nacht war neu. Denn keiner war, wie in der Nacht davor.
Status: Beendet.

Somebody to Love
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > R
Pairing: Die x Kaoru
Genre: AU, humor, romance, one-shot
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: Fatefully Die utters his wish for Christmas, a boyfriend, and pang! an elf appears. But one of a kind. Too cool, too droolable, and way too smart-assed. Can he really fulfill Die's wish?
Status: Finished.

Spontaneity and its Consequences
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > NC-17
Pairing: Kaoru x Die
Genre: Bandfic, one-shot, lemon
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: During one of their biggest moment, a concert at Budakan, Die makes a fatal mistake, acting by pure spontanity: he kisses Kaoru, live on stage. Now Kaoru takes revenge.
Status: Finished.

Sweet Love of Mine
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > PG13
Pairing: Kaoru x Die
Genre: Bandfic, one-shot, humor
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: Die announces some news that make Kaoru worry.
Status: Finished.

That Bastard / Freak
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > PG / R
Pairing: Die x Kaoru
Genre: Bandfic, one-shot, humor, drabble
Length: 1 / 1 - > That Bastard. / Alternate Ending: Freak
Summary: Which sounds like one of my rant blogs are actually Kyo's thoughts on some matters concerning the health of his band mate.
Status: Finished.

The 30-Year-Old Virgin
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > NC-17
Pairing: Die x Kaoru
Genre: Bandfic, one-shot, lemon
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: When Die discovers porn within the Niikura residence, he grows obsessed figuring out Kaoru's preferences. Also, he kinda falls for him, fast and hard, within mere minutes.
Status: Finished.

The Missing Tapes
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > R
Pairing: Die x Kaoru / Kaoru x Die
Genre: Bandfic, one-shot, humor
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: Kaoru's nightmares come true: someone has broken into the tourbus and now the takes are missing. THE tapes. The 'Die and Kaoru in love' tapes.
Status: Finished.

The Worst Day of my Life
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > R
Pairing: Die x Kaoru / Kaoru x Die
Genre: Bandfic, one-shot, humor
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: Kaoru experiences the worst day of his life when suddenly Kyo, Toshiya and Shinya come to visit Die right when he was about to get Kaoru laid. And actually their 'thing' was a secret...
Status: Finished.

Worship
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > NC-17
Pairing: Die x Kaoru
Genre: Bandfic, one-shot, lemon
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: Die complains that he's never done it in any weird places. So Kaoru comes up with one!
Status: Finished.

Worth Waiting For
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > NC-17
Pairing: Kaoru x Die
Genre: Bandfic, one-shot, lemon
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: Follow-up to Spontaneity and its Consequences. Almost half a year has passed before Die finally has a chance to talk to Kaoru about what had happened between them. And it's Christmas!
Status: Finished.




Complete
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > NC-17
Pairing: Kaoru x girl
Genre: one-shot, lemon, short-fic
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: Kaoru's girl finds him late at night still reading and decides to distract him a bit...
Status: Finished.

Drenched
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > R
Pairing: Die x girl
Genre: one-shot, lime, short-fic
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: It's over but Die doesn't want it to be.
Status: Finished.

Escape
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > NC-17
Pairing: Kyo x girl
Genre: one-shot, lemon, short-fic
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: Kyo wants to escape the annoying band-mates, crew and everyday-things, just quietly having a smoke in all alone. So he ends up in a parking garage. But he's not alone.
Status: Finished.

Love is a Verb - Burn is a Noun
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > NC-17
Pairing: Kaoru x girl
Genre: Bandfic, lemon, humor
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ But split in 9 / 9 parts.
Summary: Kaoru and his wife recently broke up and he temporarily moves in with Die, who generously offers to host the bandleader. But Kaoru's not his only guest as there's also his oddly weird sister, Rika. What does this mean for Kaoru?
Status: Finished.

No Lover's Tale
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > NC-17
Pairing: Kaoru x girl
Genre: Bandfic, lemon, one-shot
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: When being on a party, Kaoru finds himself annoying by just the presence of a certain woman. Same woman finds fun in teasing him soon.
Status: Finished.

Notice
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > R
Pairing: Die x girl
Genre: lime, one-shot, short-fic
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: Suddenly she takes NOTICE in Die. She seduces him with excuses and plays with him. But she's not his.
Status: Finished.

One Day in June
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > R
Pairing: Kaoru x girl
Genre: lemon, one-shot
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: After having been on tour Kaoru decides to have a trip on his own. In Europe. And then there's this girl who he takes along out of the blue.
Status: Finished.

Osae Gatai
Author: sanghamyers
Rating: > NC-17
Pairing: Kyo x girl
Genre: lemon, one-shot
Length: 1 / 1 - > READ
Summary: Kyo and his girl have somewhat of a fight. But they end up in the car having sex.
Status: Finished.



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